I have just gotten my hands on this pic I have not seen this view of the car in a pic before. I don't remember it looking this way on the road, think I was looking with blinders on like a huge fog was covering elements and time. I know I was in denial that anything was badly wrong it is so different how you see things that way. My hope for any Parent is that you never have to see your child in this situation through clear eyes or eyes you have packed with denial. I just had a calm feeling when we arrived at the accident I could hear both girls that was all I needed at the time. Then we got busy picking up the carnage on the road so when the ambulance was ready they could get out. The rest of the way to the Trauma Center I was in prayer for the girls and our family and that wrapped me in more calm.
The hardest part in all of this for me is when I was seeing our Daughter give up on everything and asking the tough questions like Why Me?, Am I going to die? I don't know if I had the correct reply but I told her that only 1 person out of 4 in the same rollover ejection crash in a rural area LIVES and she is that ONE person. I went on to tell her that God had his chance to take her but instead he has another path for her life on earth and she will need to find the way the reason see the big picture. The next day I came back to her room with some Cricut Vinyl, Hope Sings indeed when you are the 1 birdie left!
Found a new fave song for the moment it was on the radio on the way to a Dr. apt this week not like listening with new ears for I know I have heard this song over the summer many many times and this one time it really sings to my heart.
Josh Wilson Before the Morning
To have the song play press the play arrow the lyrics for the song follow below...
Do you wonder why you have to,
feel the things that hurt you,
if there's a God who loves you,
where is He now?
Maybe, there are things you can't see
and all those things are happening
to bring a better ending
some day, some how, you'll see, you'll see
Chorus:
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
so hold on, you got to wait for the light
press on, just fight the good fight
because the pain you've been feeling,
it's just the dark before the morning
My friend, you know how this all ends
and you know where you're going,
you just don't know how you get there
so just say a prayer.
and hold on, cause there's good who love God,
life is not a snapshot, it might take a little time,
but you'll see the bigger picture
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
so hold on, you got to wait for the light
press on, just fight the good fight
because the pain you've been feeling,
it's just the dark before the morning
yeah, yeah,
before the morning,
yeah, yeah
Once you feel the way of glory,
all your pain will fade to memory
once you feel the way of glory,
all your pain will fade to memory
memory, memory, yeah
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
com'n, you got to wait for the light
press on, just fight the good fight
because the pain you've been feeling,
it's just the hurt before the healing
the pain you've been feeling,
just the dark before the morning
before the morning, yeah, yeah
before the morning
Christian lyrics - BEFORE THE MORNING LYRICS - JOSH WILSON
Happy Stamp Day, God Bless!
